3/12/2013

Lost time

I should have gotten more involved with people I met when I was younger. I think about it now, all the places I've been to and I was always just caught in my own bubble, obsessed with every aspect of life except the things that really mattered. I could have had so many friends, I could have had so many more memories but all I did was dream myself away to the next place.

I didn't see it like that then, it's only now that I realize how I wanted to get away from wherever I was, and that I was never satisfied. I had an amazing childhood but it could have been even better, even more. What I'm afraid of now is what will happen if that innocence is forever lost, that I will never again be able to go back to how I was and see life things through the eyes I have now.




24 comments:

  1. It's never too late... you cannot bet back the lost time but you can give it your all in the present... Thought provoking post!!

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  2. All we can really do is take the world for what it is in this moment with the eyes we have developed over time. Innocence may be lost, but that doesn't mean that you are.
    xx
    Lulu
    Breakfast After 10

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  3. Very well said! Who you were has made you who you are now, which isn't a bad thing.

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  4. its good rather to think about future than past .. paint your future dont regret past.. you will have a flowery future dear .
    much love,
    saharious

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  5. Very great pictures! :-)

    Greetings from the Netherlands,
    DzjieDzjee

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  6. Beautiful!

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  7. This posting is about Elise, isn't it? She's a real good friend, and she accepts you for who you are.

    You've never been so open with anyone before. And so no one's ever accepted you like she has. Now you wonder what life would have been like had you made real friendships with others.

    Forget the past, Stephanie. Just make the most of the present. Enjoy Elise's friendship.

    I, for one, am glad you found her.

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  8. Thanks for the comment dear.
    When your young you always want new things, it's part of growing up. Personally I think you shouldn't loss that ever, just accept it with the wisdom you now have.

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  13. I get that feeling and freak out sometimes thinking that innocence will be lost .... but I really believe that if you have it, you can't lose it no matter what obstacles you encounter and what gets in your way. It's the one thing that can never be stolen from you ;)

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  15. a very nice post...just live for the present and move on.. a brighter future will come your way..hope all is well ^_^

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  19. First of all, I completely understand. I've always lived in my own little world afraid to get out of my shell. You have a beautiful blog. Followed.
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