2/23/2012

I've been asleep for so long

I think Avy is right, I'm slowly waking up. I'm becoming more and more of a woman and less of that innocent and cute little girl I've been all my life.

It's feels like electricity through my whole body when I sense that someone is watching me, when I imagine what they are thinking. It's not an entirely new sensation, but I've never before wanted to embrace it this much. Just letting Avy take these pictures of me on Valentine's was exciting, Salvatore has done it before but that was different somehow. He's after all a part of my family.

Tomorrow I'm going out on my first real date with Tom, I can't wait. I feel a little bad about leaving Avy behind, but she's a big girl who can take care of herself. I'm so happy to be here with her, she's opening my eyes to a world I hardly knew existed. Now it feels as if anything can happen, if I only let it. New York, I love you.


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16 comments:

  1. AnonymousFebruary 23, 2012 at 7:53 PM

    :)

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  2. SnowBowFebruary 23, 2012 at 10:06 PM

    These pics are wonderful

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  3. ArundhatiFebruary 23, 2012 at 10:34 PM

    I'm so glad that you're becoming someone more. Someone even more beautiful! Do you remember the times you almost fell apart and thought it was the end? It wasn't! It never is. There's always a beginning, if only you let it happen! :)

    Love you both! :)

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  4. AnonymousFebruary 24, 2012 at 6:27 AM

    There are harsh realities around here. Yet there is something beautiful about coming to terms with these realities xx

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  5. SoumiFebruary 24, 2012 at 7:26 AM

    Waking up is sometimes scary but I'm glad you're liking it. Proves that you're over dreams and up for a healthy dose of reality. Welcome to the big,bad world,girl.:-)

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  6. RebeccaFebruary 24, 2012 at 3:04 PM

    Good luck with your date! You're not leaving Avy behind, I think, more just doing something different.

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  7. AnonymousFebruary 24, 2012 at 4:39 PM

    + 1 follower

    Nice pic muachhh

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  8. ♥●• İzdihër •●♥February 25, 2012 at 8:14 AM

    Good good good luck ;).

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  9. ♥●• İzdihër •●♥February 25, 2012 at 8:15 AM

    follow each other.

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  10. // LOLIFebruary 25, 2012 at 11:41 AM

    Love your blog, already hooked on your stories x

    http://life-of-a-london-intern.blogspot.com/

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  11. AnonymousFebruary 26, 2012 at 8:40 AM

    Hello, I became a reader of your blog, I hope that u'll do it too;)
    Also i have a video blog (VLOG) and write posts about fashion, and so on. (my video blog is in russian)
    I will be glad to see you in my MUSE galaxy)

    with love, Polina
    www.polinamuse.com

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  12. Louisa.February 26, 2012 at 11:13 AM

    Thanks a lot :))
    You have a really nice Blog too :))

    Louisa :)

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  13. AnonymousFebruary 26, 2012 at 1:34 PM

    I'm a new follower of your blog... it's so cute! I hope you will follow me back! XOXO, Ladyfairy

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  14. ColorblindFebruary 26, 2012 at 11:44 PM

    you photograph beautifully.

    you write beautifully.

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  15. Poison&WineFebruary 27, 2012 at 4:41 PM

    New York - anything is possible.
    Beautiful images.

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  16. Jenny / RocknrollerrFebruary 29, 2012 at 4:51 AM

    sexy girl <3

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