1/13/2013

The road is long

I haven't been here in a while, thank you all for still being around. It's not that I've forgotten about it, it's not that I have nothing to say, I just needed some time to gather my thoughts. 2012 was that sort of year, so much happened and I tried so hard to change along with them. In the end I didn't, I looked at myself in the mirror and saw the same timid and narrow-minded little girl I was 12 months ago.

Salvatore came to New York, he called me and we met up. I've spent a lot of time with him, both because it reminded me of my life back in LA and because he's good to me. He understands me, I think he always has. He's seen me as something more than others have and it means a lot to me.

I'm rambling, but what I want to say is this: I won't give up. I don't want to be the person I've been up until now, I want to change because I have to. I'm not 15 anymore, I've grown up and now it's time to become that older version of myself.




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29 comments:

  1. LuLuJanuary 13, 2013 at 6:12 PM

    Cheers to changes.

    xx
    Lulu
    Breakfast After 10

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  2. Couture for the soulJanuary 14, 2013 at 1:21 AM

    You will get there xxx

    http://couturerequired.blogspot.co.uk/

    H x

    follow me x

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  3. SoumiJanuary 14, 2013 at 5:49 AM

    Like the cliche goes,change is the only constant thing around.

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  4. Sahara ShresthaJanuary 14, 2013 at 8:48 AM

    good luck :)

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  5. anaJanuary 14, 2013 at 12:41 PM

    Love your blog. Wanna follow each other?? Let me know.

    XOXO

    http://bblluusshh.blogspot.com

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  6. Olivia LeeJanuary 14, 2013 at 5:20 PM

    Last photo: striking.

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  7. RiderJanuary 14, 2013 at 9:04 PM

    Am I right in recalling that Salvatore quoted Tolstoy to you? "Happy families are all alike; every unhappy family is unhappy in its own way." I wonder whether he's an educated man. Or at least a well-read one.

    He seems to know something about you that you don't know. He knows you don't need to change. He knows you're a good person, just the way you are.

    That means Salvatore didn't travel 3,000 miles to be good to you. He traveled 3,000 miles because you're good to him.

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  8. RakelJanuary 15, 2013 at 2:56 AM

    Love your pics!

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  9. AnonymousJanuary 18, 2013 at 9:15 AM

    I'm happy for you :) growing up is fascinatinf...
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  10. Fragile BirdJanuary 18, 2013 at 2:11 PM

    It all works out in the end, it all happens for a reason

    Please come by and check out my latest post :)

    Helen

    www.fragile-bird.blogspot.co.uk

    x

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  11. ColeoftheballJanuary 19, 2013 at 5:10 AM

    Good luck thank you for the lovely comment I would love for us to follow each other :) coleoftheballl33.blogspot.co.uk xxx

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  12. VivikaJanuary 19, 2013 at 5:13 AM

    Lovely photos! Thanks for stopping by my blog, following you now.
    ps. everything wiil be ok, don't give up!

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  13. Re-VolutionJanuary 19, 2013 at 5:33 AM

    very nice photos!
    i follow you! you too? :)

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  14. RasaJanuary 19, 2013 at 5:53 AM

    ♥ Pretty!
    Lovely blog you got here!
    Check out mine sometime if you‘d like! Maybe we can follow each other!
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  15. R's RueJanuary 19, 2013 at 6:17 AM

    Thanks for sharing!
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  16. NikkiJanuary 19, 2013 at 9:22 AM

    Thank you for your comment :)

    I really like the way you write and this post expresses a lot of things that I am currently feeling but couldn't put into words. I don't need to grow up maybe, but I feel like I need to grow in some way or another.

    Happy weekend, your pictures are lovely!

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  17. UnknownJanuary 19, 2013 at 9:32 AM

    I really love your blog! Thank you so much for your comment!! :) I follow you now with google friend connect and bloglovin! If yo want follow me back! It would be great!!


    xoxo

    Babi
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  18. Ana Paula Soares BarrosJanuary 19, 2013 at 10:38 AM

    Hello...
    eu adicionar voce no blogspot e facebook,em breve eu vou aos EUA e quem saber nos podemos marcar um cafe!!
    Espero que gostar da ideia,obrigada pela presença!!!

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  19. KeryaJanuary 19, 2013 at 12:52 PM

    Coucou la belle ! I follow you so follow me back please darling =)
    Bisoubisous xoxo

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  20. fashgraceJanuary 19, 2013 at 10:40 PM

    i understand how you feel, we're growing up now, just hope everybody will treat us like grown up and not little girls anymore!
    by the way great blog! love your pictures! full of emotions!
    i've followed you
    hope you do the same

    http://www.fatiguechic.blogspot.com

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  21. LillaLovesJanuary 20, 2013 at 1:05 AM

    I love your writing style. You can't just act grown up you become grown up. You probably don't realise how much you have changed, it may be subtle, but I know I can see differences in myself. Just one day I realised I wasn't the same person I had once been.

    x

    http://www.lillaloves.com

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  22. Fashion In This PlaceJanuary 20, 2013 at 8:58 AM

    Hey S - thanks for visiting my blog :) Love your site, these are great pics of NY! Keep in touch and hope you having a lovely weekend!
    FITP
    www.fashioninthisplace.com

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  23. JoanJanuary 20, 2013 at 10:14 AM

    hi, thanks for dropping by in my blog.
    i love your looks, u look so chic and fab.
    i am your new follower. hope u can follow
    me back.

    xoxo from Dubai,
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  24. velvet ElefantJanuary 20, 2013 at 11:06 AM

    we shoudn't give up!
    but we shoudn't try too hard either
    which is sort of the hardest part, maybe

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  25. Miss IffaJanuary 20, 2013 at 3:21 PM

    You are such an eloquent writer! I love your blog, it's so dreamy and the photography is fantastic! Definitely following!

    www.missiffa.com

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  26. AnonymousJanuary 21, 2013 at 11:50 PM

    love ur blog !♥

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  27. UnknownFebruary 4, 2013 at 2:10 PM

    Love your brutal honesty in this blog. I'll be following to see where the adventure takes you... maybe we can follow each other?

    http://kitsch-kouture.blogspot.co.uk

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  28. MINTFIELDSFebruary 15, 2013 at 1:57 AM

    Thanks for visiting my blog!

    I really love these shots, beautiful pictures. Will be coming back.

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  29. Bella FailedFebruary 19, 2013 at 6:13 AM

    Thanks for your 'cool' comment. Do you ever was in Berlin?

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