11/22/2011

Back in la-la land

Back in LA or home or whatever you want to call it, and it feels as if everything and nothing has changed at the same time. I'm a different person in the same place I've always been, I've traveled years just to end up where I was when I started. The good thing is I know there's a whole world out there, and I can do whatever I want with it.

Dad acts like I've been home all the time, it's nice to not argue over anything but it bugs me too. He wants me to be the same daughter I was this spring and I have to pretend I am, for now. He sent Salvatore out to get me a wonderful velvet jacket from the Versace for H&M collection. Maybe I'm stupid for accepting it but I guess I don't have to change everything about my life all at once.

And then there's Henry. It was nice to see him again, I had forgotten how he failed me the last time and I don't really care anymore. He said he was sorry and I choose to believe him. He still makes me smile and that's worth plenty.

13 comments:

  1. a smile can captivate...it can bless...and it can warm the heart...

    :)

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  2. I hope everything goes well lovely! Think positive, keep beautiful thoughts and things near and it'll all be ok :D

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  3. my fave lines: ..."it feels as if everything and nothing has changed at the same time. I'm a different person in the same place I've always been, I've traveled years just to end up where I was when I started"...

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  4. agree with Teddi.. keep writing about your life, you are so inspirating! :)

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  5. aww man don't trust men. they fail you. but glad he sill makes you smile. <3

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  6. Someone must've said it already,but welcome home S.
    Loved the post!Don't ever stop blogging =]

    Love,Just.

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  7. This sounds lovely :)
    and welcome home <3
    I love reading about your life <3
    hugs

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  13. Lovely blog ^__^ it so pretty, and really nice post ~ i can totally relate. I just moved back from Uni and everything is the same but different. Its weird :P

    J <3

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