I'm slowly realizing that I really want to go to London, I'm just a little afraid. I'm not that good at meeting new people in new places, but I know that's not an excuse. I have to let go as I've already started to do, if I'm ever going to grow as a person. Also, London has always been the city of my dreams, I have been fantasizing about it for so long. Dad promised he would take me there some day but it never happened, something else always came in between. Now I can do it on my own and as scary as that is it feels pretty good too.