8/25/2013

There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so

I've been in New York two weeks now, frantically afraid of running into someone I know, hiding behind my sunglasses and excessive make-up. Conscience doth make cowards of us all. I finally managed to call Avy an hour or so ago, she didn't recognize my voice when I said hello so I guess it's been too long.

Italy was good to me, as it always is but I need things to change now, in whatever way. Tomorrow never felt more real or frightening but maybe it's a good thing.

Today I'm washing away the make-up and I'm ready to stare into the sun on Fifth Avenue. Avy is coming to meet me and sometimes I forget what she looks like and how it feels to hold her close.


11 comments:

  1. Sometimes facing fear isn't as hard as we make it out to me... sometimes the fear is larger in our head than it is in real life...

    Have fun with Avy :)

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  2. I have to admit, y'all are an interesting couple of
    ladies. Something about your stories intrigues the fuck out of me.

    As to your title, you're absolutely right. Good and bad are only perceptions... the way we see things. Not always the same as everyone else.

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  3. I've been dreaming a lot about New York lately, even though I've never been there, maybe it's some kind of sign. Have fun with Avy x

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  4. Lovely post beautiful! Keep up the great work in your blog…
    Wish you a lovely weekend,
    Kisses from Miami,
    Borka
    www.chicfashionworld.com

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  5. Nice post :)

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  6. Enjoy x

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  7. nice blog :)

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  8. awesome post.interesting
    wanna follow each other via gfc and bloglovin
    kisses

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