I told mom about my fashion project, but now I wish I hadn't. For a woman who's never worked for anything in her life she can be very judgmental. Dad doesn't know yet but I suspect he will soon enough.
I really want to do something with my life and I'm glad I've figured out where to start, but it feels strange at the same time. For the first time I'm heading somewhere and I guess I should feel free but I don't. When I was younger I was trapped but it didn't feel that way, now I can do whatever I want but my own expectations are weighing me down. I hope it will pass.
Henry is stil cute. Lately he's been the only one I feel I can talk to.
Its just the beginning for heading towards your dreams.. so its fine, don't over-analyze things.. You'll be alright! :)
ReplyDeleteyou are on a good way :) deciding what to do is the first step :)
ReplyDeleteNice blog! (^_^)
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grateful henry is there for you. everyone needs someone to listen to, for expectations, whether our own, or someone else's, can be a very difficult to live up to. it's nice to have someone to share those bumps along the way in your journey.
ReplyDeleteyou took the right first step :)
ReplyDeleteyou can do this!
"When I was younger I was trapped but it didn't feel that way" -Lovely line and the meanings it can have.It should pass,sooner or latter!
ReplyDeleteLove,Just.
i dislike judgemental.... i wish parents were happy with the choices that we make for OUR lives.
ReplyDeletea starting point is always good.. most people go from there :)
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I am lucky ‘cos I am not one of those kids who have dictators for parents. My parents, especially my mom, encouraged me to follow my passion. I hope your mom can do that.
ReplyDeleteTalk to them. Maybe, just maybe, they'll understand.