It's so exciting talking on the phone with this boy, and just the thought of seeing him again makes me blush. But there's also a part of me that's a little scared, that doesn't want to grow up just yet. That part still wants to be with her family and let them take care of her against the evils of the world. I know that much of that was just a childish fantasy, but it was one I liked to live in. The only thing that really remains of those times is Salvatore, and I hope that will never change.