9/16/2012

Landing softly

I've woken up in my own bed four days in a row now. Mom is out by the pool early in the morning, Salvatore makes me breakfast and no one asks me any questions. It bothered me at first but now I think it's exactly what I need. I feel calm, I can breathe again and nothing seems so important that it can't wait for a few hours.

And my best friend. When I try, when I really try, I'm not even angry. I don't know what it would be like to see her but I imagine her hugging me and telling me she's missed me. I want to call her but I'm afraid it might not turn out that way so I let it wait for a few hours. There's plenty of time still.






13 comments:

  1. wow such a heartfelt post..
    stay happy ..
    much love,
    saharious

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  2. there is no rush, though she would accept you instantly.

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  3. Whatever happened between you both, I'm sure it can be fixed if you can forgive each other x

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  4. I am sure she is eager to revive this friendship too :-)

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    You have such a wonderfully honest blog :) I really love your photography too, it's so dreamy and whimsical.

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  9. Hope things get better dear! :) Anyway, thanks for dropping by my blog! Followed you! Hope you follow mine as well :)

    XO, Mish
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  10. You called Avy, didn't you, Stephanie? And it didn't go well, did it?

    How do I know? I know because Avy posted about Henry like she posts when she's trying to make you angry.

    Someone once wrote that "the best revenge is living well." So, go out and find some guy who is better looking than Henry, more intelligent than he, blessed with a better personality, and is a better lover.

    I'm betting it won't be too hard for you to do.

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