Someone asked me if I called Avy, and I did. I did but she didn't answer and she didn't call back. Instead she keeps posting stories about her and Henry, as if to annoy me. Does she know I'm reading, does she care? Does she read what I post here? I don't know, how could I when I can't even reach her?
And I know I shouldn't care, Henry is history and I have Tom now, at least I think I do. Maybe that's not the problem, I think that maybe I just need some proper closure. I need to talk to her to be able to go on, to start all over again with myself.
Thank you all for listening to my ramblings, it really does mean the world to me.
We are always here with you darling.
ReplyDeleteTrust me , things do get better with time.
Just hold onto good memories
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-hugs- good luck... friends certainly can be frustrating sometimes.
ReplyDeleteThere's a lot of pain and sadness in your voice.. I agree, you and Avy should talk.
ReplyDeleteShe knows everything she does to you.
ReplyDeleteHope you get back to being happy again !!!
ReplyDeleteThanks for your visit!
ReplyDeleteI'm already following you :)
xoxo
Sara
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You spent part of your summer in Italy, on your own. You traveled back to the United States, on your own. You became a woman while abroad, on your own.
ReplyDeleteYou don't need Henry. You don't need anyone else "to be able to go on." Just go on, on your own. You're doing a perfectly good job of it.
Oh, and thanks for posting that wonderful picture of you in the short black dress, Stephanie.
what cool images!
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everything will be okay ,
ReplyDeletejust have faith and be strong .
you have friends to listen to you
and comfort you too .
you'll be fine .
:)
http://brushesandpens.blogspot.com
Emotion and sexuality drips from your writing. The vulnerability makes you attractive as well. I can see were you are gaining more confidence since your earlier posts. You are a very beautiful woman writer.
ReplyDeleteKeep the blogs + photos coming.
Oh, sweetie, I do hope things straighten out soon. I wish you the best of luck with Tom! Good things have to end for better things to begin, remember that. **hugs**
ReplyDeleteMay the force be with you.
Emily