5/15/2011

War is over

My life as I knew it ended at 04:19 AM along with his, but please, don't dispear. I don't have any more tears left and I hope I will never have to cry like this ever again. Don't feel sorry for me and don't feel bad, the world is still turning and the sun will rise and set just like it did yesterday. I'm not sad anymore, I'm angry because I've been cheated and betrayed by the people who say they love me. I was told that everything would be alright as long as I kept my faith and believed, but it turned out to be nothing more than a filthy lie. I'm angry and I know who I blame.

I love you all, and I want you to be happy, life is just too short for sadness and grief. This is the only way I can move on.

Thank you.


17 comments:

  1. Losing someone is hard but don't let the feelings of anger and hurt affect you from keeping the ones you still have close.

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  2. thank you for your beautiful comment and sorry for your loss..

    http://hurrdiary.blogspot.com/

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  3. thank you for your comment, you have a very nice blog!
    www.alwayssaygrace.com

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  4. ((Hugs)) sorry for your loss. stay strong.

    xxo
    http://iamheizl.blogspot.com/

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  5. im so sorry for ur loss.. dont be angry to anybody.. as uve already said life's just too short for it..
    hugs.
    xx
    p.
    http://pinarcabuk.blogspot.com/

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  6. it's always hard, i really am sorry.... You will hear many times that time heals & as it goes by it gets better... But it's kinda of a bullshit. The pain doesn't goes away, we just cope with it & get used to it so it doesn't bother us as much as in the begginin'.

    You need to get all that energy out of you, you can't stay angry for ever, do you practice any sport? You could use it as a way of healing. I run, i am a runner, every time it hurts i grab my running shoes and pay a visit to the asfalt, and i got a confess i run a lot... You need to find your strength inside all that anger that you feel... By your posts i can see that you will...
    hugs...
    http://singsinatra.blogspot.com/

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  7. I'm sorry for your loss. Be strong and keep the faith strong.

    The people we love will remain in our heart... forever.

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  8. It's always hard to lose someone :( I'm sorry. Please take care and surround yourself with love and positivity when you can.

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  9. i could never imagine i will stumble upon such a sad news..keep your strength for those who are there around you...may his soul rest in peace.

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  10. Anytime S., & remember one day at a time... focus on the things you have the power to do and change...

    Enjoy the weekend, try to get out & have a good time!
    Hugs
    http://singsinatra.blogspot.com/

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  11. t's very beautiful your blog.I love it!I follow you!
    Hugs ♥!

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  12. I am sorry to hear your loss..hope you feel better by now :)

    Mel
    www.melodyinwonderland.com

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  13. sometimes it's hard to find a candle in a sea of darkness. how do you find a match or a lighter? how do you keep the flame from not, burning your skin? sometimes it's easier to stop trying to hold it, and let the wind blow out the light.

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