9/09/2012

Ci vediamo

I've finally decided to go back home, whatever that is. I though I would be able to relax here and I did, the first weeks and maybe for a month, but not anymore. I'm restless in a way I've never been before and I don't even know what I'm waiting for. Have you ever had that feeling?

I called Tom and told him he doesn't need to come back. I think it makes him more sad than me, he loved to be here but this is not forever. I just need to feel at ease again, and then maybe we can go back. Going home to California is an experiment, I have no idea how it will make me feel, but I have no choice. And I do miss some of the people there, Salvatore more than anyone.

I'll write again when I have settled in, thank you all for reading and caring so much.




17 comments:

  1. The feeling you get is common for the girls who are oversensitive. Times will get better. All of us are with you.

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  2. I feel restless too, all the time
    I just wish I had the courage to do something,

    Good luck moving x

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  3. Hi!!! Thank for the lovely comment in my blog. I LOVE your blog and now I'm following it. I would be very happy if want to follow me back.

    Kiss, Vera
    http://fashionmodeimages.blogspot.pt/

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  4. That's a beautiful field. And those are beautiful pictures of you in the field. But fields aren't for people who are restless.

    Cities are.

    You're right to go back to Los Angeles.

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  5. These pics are beautiful and I love how candid you are when you write. I think you will find a way to be happy in the city

    xoDale
    www.savvyspice.com

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  6. Hope you settle down fast ... will be waiting for your post again !!!

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  7. hi dear thank u for youe beatiful comment of my blog
    :I like your blog and I'm your new follower
    pls joın my blog too.ı will follow u=)
    kisses
    DUYGU

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  8. than you! i take a picture and my friend make the header :) you have beautiful pictures :----)

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  9. Such a beautiful post, my love!
    Gladly follow you via gfc and facebook. Hope u can follow me back.


    Have a wonderful week,

    Nicoleta

    www.nicoleta.me

    New Post: Milan VFNO - Focus on TOD'S!

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  10. I love both your writing and your pretty pictures - keep up the good work!

    xoxo
    http://bellezzos.blogspot.dk/

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  11. Ciao! I like your blog too :) Do you like to follow each other? Kiss,Paolo

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  12. I have often that feeling...
    Good luck, I'm sure that you will find your place.

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  13. thanks! i love your hair as well :) beautiful photos!

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