1/06/2012

Staying still

Lately I've started worrying about the consequences of my actions. It sounds strange but I never had to before, everything that happened was limited to a small space and and a small group of people. And then suddenly all that changed and I was introduced to a new life outside the old, in the real world. This is what I've been fighting with for the last sex months, and it's harder then I could ever have imagined.

Anyway, nothing seems to have happened as a result of that new year's eve. Henry still wants to see me so I guess he doesn't know, and dad acts the way he always does. He's been traveling less, I don't know why and I don't want to ask. At the same time I miss how he would take me with him to different places around the world, we seemed to share so much back then. Maybe it was a lie but I think I liked it better than the truth, whatever that might be.

13 comments:

  1. the photo goes perfect with this post. your writing style is wonderful

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  2. Oh, but the truth just feels so much better in the long run.

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  3. amazing!! i adore this! xx

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  4. "i guess this growing up." name the band that sang that lyric.

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  5. Beautifully written and the picture goes perfect with it. I wish you the best. xx

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  6. Our age IS like that, S! We know what we actually need, but we generally seem to be running towards what we WANT. And that's what makes all the difference.

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  7. Fantastic written!! Congrats!!Happy new year!!

    Salut,Francesc

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  8. I'm from Germany and I really really like your blog. I often read it and it's a good way to learn english, too.
    I like the way you are writing :)

    xxx Malea ♥
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  9. Beautiful!!

    Following!!

    Love from NYC,
    xx- nicolealyse

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